Samaya-Mikoto

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83. Heal by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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83. Heal

83. Heal Healing is…. Safe Healing is… Calm Healing doesn't come fast enough Can you see me? I'm dying I'm fading fast Look at my reflection upon smooth polished glass Face sunken, cheeks shallow Eyes rimmed with red, against gaunt chestnut skin Look at me, I'm dying My breath has run out My heart has stopped beating There's no in, There's no out I can't breathe, I can't think I'm dying, I'm trying But I can't seem to win Screaming so loud But no one can hear My poor moans of terror My poor moans of fear Heal me Make me feel better Make this world seem a little bit better Rip out my heart Conquer my dreams Shatter

53. Keeping a Secret by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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53. Keeping a Secret

How long have I stood by you? How much more can I protect? I have carried all your burdens I have helped you through every test Now I lay here dying You expect me to help you out What more can I do? Keeping your secret isn't enough? I've carried you through fire I've starved myself for you I've wiped away your tears of sorrow How much more can you borrow? You've stolen my heart You've taken everything But I still hold a piece of yours Your secret, your undoing Now you say you're sorry? Now you are my friend? It took two years of breaking me to realize your mistake? And now I hold the key to you You brought this on yourse

Am I truly breaking? by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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Am I truly breaking?

I was young. I was angry. I still am. Am I truly breaking? Would I rather just let go? Please don't say you love me, I've heard it a thousand times and its never true. I long for only one and they are blind to my feelings. Maybe I am too. Am I overreacting? Do I sound too dramatic? Maybe I do, but I've had my heart ripped out and stomped on too many times, I'm done. A mother who never loved me, I was cast away. So here I am, spilling my life's story to almost complete strangers...am I really so desperate? You can go if you want, hit the back button and scoff as you say, "What a freak..." I do

Mischief Managed : 72 by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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Mischief Managed : 72

THIS IS SLASH, YAOI, SHOUNEN-AI. PLEASE REFRAIN FROM READING IF YOU DON'T LIKE DON'T OWN REMUS OR SIRIUS OR ROMEO AND JULIET LINES. THANKS! :D Remus smiled leaning his head onto Sirius's shoulder. "And we'll keep being idiots, I suppose." "Yup," Sirius said fondly, pecking Remus's cheek and leaning over to grab the book. Remus smirked. "If you know the book so well, why don't you read?" he asked quietly. "Mmm, fine," Sirius said. He took the book from Remus's hands. "Prologue," he began, smiling at the familiar words. His mum, somehow or another, had found this book in her youth. She thought she had hidden it well, but Sirius found

Abandoned: 38 by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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Abandoned: 38

Do you have a happy family? Do you have happy times? Do you still have your mom and dad? I wish I still had mine. Do you still have your sisters? Were you seperated like I? Do you know your father? I certainly don't know mine. Do I have a family? Or is it just a dream? They're in my reach, I know they are. But their the ones who left me Mother was on coccaine Father disappeared Sisters finally see their sis That little sis is me What happened to my family? The ones I used to know? They stabbed me through the chest My heart is bleeding all I'm left My family now is here for me My friends are here too But it doesn't count

Solitude: 99 by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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Solitude: 99

I enjoy the empty solitude I enjoy to stop and think I don't have to put up the walls I don't have to worry about you at all Please leave me be, thats all I ask Haven't you gotten the message yet? Why do you think I am so quiet? Why do you think I enjoy the silence? Do not hover, go away I don't need you like you think I am there like the ghost I will help you more than most But when all is said and done I drift away, I am untamed You're holding me too tightly I'm fragile, I can break See the cracks along my core? Must I be repaired once more? Let me go, so I can breath Let me out or I might scream I'm used to being so a

Breaking by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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Breaking

I can't control it anymore My feelings run amock I live to die, I hate to live - kiss the gentle face of death My love is blind, I cannot see- who it is I kiss and touch I run my my fingers through their hair - I give up wondering, I do not care I always thought I'd be the last - the last to truly break But here I am - alone again, no one to hold onto My touch is soft and delicate - my heart screaming for you But you are blind you cannot see - just how much you mean to me And so I sit here once again - detached from living things I long to open up to you - Do the things I wish to do But you would flee - take off and run - just leav

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Chained by Samaya-Mikoto, literature

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Chained

I'm chained I can't recall my name The days fly by without a care They keep on flying; No one there The fire flickers on the wall I hear my families's distant call I try to move, I try to breathe They're but a distant memory Day eighteen and I'm still here The voice not heard, the voice unclear Am I screaming? Can I yell? I can't think, I cannot tell

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Artist // Digital Art

United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Favourite genre of music: Rock | Jazz
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga ^^
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano
Wallpaper of choice: Yaoi | Sirius/Remus
Skin of choice: Any ;) I'm not picky...
Favourite cartoon character: Gaara | Sheik
Personal Quote: "Belle, Belle, BELLE!" - R. Lupin, Roleplay

Favourite Movies

The Cat Returns | Final Fantasy: Advent Children

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park

Favourite Games

Tales of Symphonia | Super Smash Bros.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox | Gamecube

Tools of the Trade

Pencil | colored pencil | Paint shop pro

Other Interests

Anime | Writing| Harry Potter | Yaoi| Rolepaying

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Samaya-Mikoto

Oct 23, 2007

She's Alive

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Amazingly enough I am alive.....fear me. :evillaugh: Gonna try and get some Halloween Pics up, probably of J.K's Marauders or the Golden Trio. Fios and Aaliyah are another possibility because my drawing style has changed yet again...good god, will it never end? I'll try to have some good manips up soon, the one I have now if being redone...crappy outlining on my part, blah. Good job, Sam. But yeah...there's an update into my life... :whisper: Ps. Dumbledore is gay. :love: Pending~ Hold Me Like You Used To - Sirius pic (Pending) When You're a Hero - Friends pic (Pending) My Lullaby - Sam (Pending) Tonks is going down - Nymphadora To

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Samaya-Mikoto

Jul 19, 2007

I've Done 14 of 38 Stupid Things

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Stoloen from ~OblivionOverture (https://www.deviantart.com/oblivionoverture) The more [x]'s the dumber you are. Be completely Honest! 18 or lower means you're not stupid. [x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. [] You have ran into a glass/screen door. [] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks. [] You have ran into a tree. [ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow [] You just tried to lick your elbow. [x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (C

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Samaya-Mikoto

Apr 3, 2007

Eh, Quiz...

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I got tagged by ~TonksLupin (https://www.deviantart.com/tonkslupin) on IJustWannaBeMe (https://www.deviantart.com/ijustwannabeme) 1. Do you like animals? Yup. 2. Have you ever met an online friend in person? Hell no, cept me school friends. 3. Are you athletic? I can run really fast? 4. Are you thin, fat, athletic? No clue. I say medium. 5. How much do you weigh? These are very personally questions aren't they... ^^; 6. What is your height? 5 foot 4 or so.... 7. What is your shoe size? Eh...8 I believe. I have a wide foot so I usually just wear boy's choses. ^^; 8. Are you a tomboy, girly, normal? I say more tomboy, though I have a soft side for normal. And 9 is currently missing in action, woo!